So, I have one week until I break myself free of the city and go off to the mountains to spend time with friends and clear my head.  I can't escape the fact that at some point drama will occur, but I find myself more and more prepared for it as the days go on.  This was my last week of school for a whole two weeks, and I am uber excited.  So far ( Read more... )

Last night I realized something.  I was in the shower, running over the current problems that are disrupting my life, and I thought to myself, "why am I doing this?  Why am I always doing and saying things that put other people's feelings before my own?"  I'm torturing myself.  I'm holding back things I want to say and things I really want to do so ( Read more... )

Ok, first of all Dennis, I said I was getting ready because I'm having a party tomorrow and I'm CLEANING!  Smart ass.  Anyhoo, I've got nothing else to say. 

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So another week has come and gone.  I'm feeling like I've been beaten.  Seriously.  The whole part of anxiety that is the worst is the fact that it shows your body no fucking mercy.  I don't think I'll be going anywhere tonight if it stays like this.  School seems to be the only time I can smile, cause my professors are kick ass and they help me ( Read more... )

Welcome to the winter 2005 edition of getting to know your friends. What ( Read more... )

Oh boy.  New Years was awesome.  Went to Mare's.  Annie, Allie, Dave, Frank, Rob, Wil, Joey and Dennis were all there.  Tim stopped my with a couple of his friends for a little bit.  I miss him.  He's so fucking funny.  Annnyhoo, Rob and Frank showed us the very beginning of the senior year DVD.  It's so freaking awesome.  I have no idea what I'm ( Read more... )

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Damn Santa was gooood toooo meeeee! I got everything on my list. I haven't made a list since I was like 9. My mom told me to do one so I did, and she got EVERYTHING. It was awesome ( Read more... )