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catatonicanon

[22] a dischordant note

Oct 20, 2011 12:59

[This entry is FORWARD-DATED to October 24th. She will reply to this entry for a while before going to seek out Fugue.]

9:32:33
9:32:56

that was when my brother stabbed me
that is when i will die

23 years, 23 seconds, does it make much of a difference in the end?

i am renee. some call me mother. some call me bacon, or christopher walken, or ( Read more... )

everything i do: i do it for you, word to the wise, *wipes a tear*, damnit remmy, if you listen close enough you'll hear t, can you hear me now?, last will and testament, sphere hi hi!, goodnight sweet princess, run away!!$@)%three#%q(#fj#*!!

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esoteric_rose October 20 2011, 17:44:38 UTC

[There are a thousand things she could say, a thousand words that run through her head as she reads and rereads the entry. Words on death, on chance, on life and reality...and yet nothing seems to fit within the bounds of phrasing except something borrowed, the obvious reply but somehow not cliché today.]

And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.

catatonicanon October 20 2011, 18:51:55 UTC

a sweet note to end my life on

esoteric_rose October 20 2011, 19:41:03 UTC

One you well deserve, dear soul.

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 00:18:38 UTC

and will you continue singing, beautiful Juliet?

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spandexisyouth October 20 2011, 18:53:24 UTC

I hope that your rest is peaceful, Canada.

I will miss you.

catatonicanon October 20 2011, 19:29:23 UTC

death will be a grand adventure

spandexisyouth October 20 2011, 19:33:10 UTC

I have heard that said. I hope that it is, and perhaps when I am ready to be done with the adventure of life I will see you again.

catatonicanon October 20 2011, 19:40:28 UTC

anything is possible inside and outside our imaginations

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lingeringlegacy October 21 2011, 01:18:12 UTC

What are you planning to do?

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 02:19:58 UTC

find remmy and wake him up

he has retreated here for too long

lingeringlegacy October 21 2011, 02:24:43 UTC

Would he listen to you, after all this time?

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 03:11:16 UTC

his creation is falling apart

can't deny what's in front of your eyes

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feathered_earth October 21 2011, 03:25:56 UTC

I thought so. We're real, aren't we?

I'm sorry for what happened to you. Good luck in the afterlife... if you run into an old man named Galuf, tell him Krile says hello.

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 04:23:15 UTC

reality is fluid

just like this world was fluid according to his whims

it has become all of yours

who knows who i shall meet? death will be another adventure, after all

feathered_earth October 21 2011, 04:37:23 UTC

That's a yes then.

I wish I could have known you better in this life, but I'm sure you'll make it interesting in the next.

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 05:21:17 UTC

my rest will be a peaceful one

i have known my fate and can live it

live_ringer October 21 2011, 04:17:29 UTC

[He's not sure if what he's feeling for Renée necessarily counts as sympathy, but it's something close. Being kept from moving on, kept in the past by your brother's wishes would be... an unpleasant fate. But there's something a little more pressing to address than that.]

Don't get me wrong, it's great to know I'm a 'real boy' now, at least by the standards of this place. Better to hear you say we have a second chance.

But if the dream is ending... where will that leave us?

catatonicanon October 21 2011, 04:26:05 UTC

your whims were beginning to re-shape his reality

it's how you became more

dreams and wishes and desires are altering the landscape

live_ringer October 21 2011, 05:14:59 UTC

Huh.

So that would mean "hoping for the best" is honestly our best bet.

feathered_earth October 21 2011, 05:18:07 UTC

It's not a bad bet.

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