well. this is shit. lol. ummm Sheen: sorry for making you feel like shit too. im just stupid. ummm...i dunno...my entire life right now is falling apart and i...still have feelings emily. and...i dunno. either way i come out looking like a big asshole. i dunno really what to say. im just stupid i guess. i dunno. sorry i hurt you. im not worth the ( Read more... )

well...here goes ( Read more... )

today...i woke up really tired...so i was half asleep on the couch till around 7...had waffles...read the paper...nothing interesting...went to school...felt really sad/bad all morning...and i dont know why. it was very weird. then i umm listened to AFI...it made me feel better :-) kinda. i dunno...im just tired of being loud i guess...time to tone ( Read more... )

yuck. nasty dinners suck. whats a brotha to do? no show this friday. just charli :-D thats gonna awesome

im kinda hungry! but foods all the way upstairs, i think im gonna have a vanilla pudding mmmmmmmmm thats the only kinda pudding i like, considering chocolates disgusting. yuck. anywho lol. im really tired. an its only like 9.55 in the morning and thats not helping haha. i get to see charli this weekend (YAYYYYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!) and im playin shows ( Read more... )

well umm...last night was monday! and it was younglife...and ummm my knees went out last night and im in mucho amounts of paino lol. cuz i dipped kinda when i played guitar, and my knee turned...it sucked. anywho! charli was there, looking beautiful as always :-D. and i got to spend the night with her. it was so great :-D i like her a lot :-D :-D ( Read more... )

i just finished mastering A Darkness Greeting. not too shabby if i do say so myself. gosh...saturday was THE most stressful day ive had in like...forever. SATs...ugg...and recording. GEES LOUEEZZ! soooo stressful. everyone kept talking while we were recording drums, i wanted to punch them in the face. but guitars got recorded then when i tried to ( Read more... )

well...todays sunday. if you couldn't tell. umm....friday i had to stay in most of the night, and i was gonna call charli (cuz she asked me to :-D ) BUT i left my computer (that has her number stored in it) at louis's. saturday, had SATs...i think they make up words that just sound really intimidating and like...make me feel dumb, and put them in ( Read more... )

too bad i cant go out tonite...on the count that i have SATs tomorrow, good news is: i smell fantastic cuz i just took a shower. im gonna be headin to work once my clothes are unwrinkled, and tomorrow after SATs, my bands recording our first cd. YAY. how exciting. the best part about working is the fact that i get to dress up really nice. i like ( Read more... )

Hiya. i figured id start one of these conflabbed thingers. but im never really gonna use it. i like xanga better. lalalala. *post*