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[catch23____]

do you ever feel like everything is wrong but you can't put your finger on exactly what it is thats actually bothering you? i always think i have everything figured out and then come to find out i know nothing at all. i'm constantly just looking at my life and myself and i think what i hate most is me. i don't understand why i'm always so up and

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[80sglitterfairy]

im sorry that you have a lot going on. even if its all in your head, it still seems to consume your energy. i wish that we really could just hang & go for a cup of coffee. there is so much going on and i could really use a friend right now. life is good, but there is this constant weight. i can feel it in my chest and on my shoulders. i don't really have anyone to talk to here. don't get me wrong, i have jorge & he's wonderful. but he's my boyfriend. he isn't my best friend in the way that you are. if you get a phone please call. i just want to talk. maybe brighten your day a little....

i have no idea what i'm doing next year...i may stay here, i may move, i may go on a trip. let's try to plan something together....maybe a trip somewhere together. i love you so much & hope a bag of sunshine finds its way to you...

[catch23____]

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i miss you a lot and i wish you were here right now. i can totally relate to the constant weight weighing me down. i'm pretty sure i'll have a phone by tuesday and when i get it i'll call you after work or something. i need to get out of here...