I miss my Friends...Im in Burlington now and making new friends...but nothing compares to the fall months of highschool...none of us are really the same people as we were then...but I still love and miss you all

Im so fucking nervous right now...This seems like it will only end with me getting hurt...so im just going to keep on praying that it doesnt end

getting stressed out....im starting to hate everything....or every one....who knows which....i need some one to pull me out of this....or need to pull myself out....once again who knows which.

so its been a long while since i wrote in here...and it seems all my friends use this site less and less... but i figured i would try to release just a little of the pressure building inside my head ( Read more... )

I talk a fair amount of shit for being a scrawny white boy...but right now this is not me talking shit... this is me promising that if i get a little more certain that you were the bastard who stole my ipod next time i see you im destroying you... you are a piece of shit wanna be gangsta who wishes he was black and im going to beat it out of you ( Read more... )

I could have something more meaningful then random drunken make out sessions....but for the time being its good enough

good half hour cry will do that i guess...i wish i could just be numb to everything instead sometimes....it seems like it would make things easier....wouldnt have just spent the last halfhour in tears .... wouldnt care i hate my job and many other aspects of my life....shit senior year would have been soo much better....well actually it would have ( Read more... )

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So i have to say that 2008 unfortunately was one of my worst years... The first day of this new year I had to hear troubling news about a few very good friends on mine....I had to start my first full time job....which i hate with a burning passion....I had to find out that i dont have as many "best friends" as i thought I did and that alot of my ( Read more... )

I woke up in one of those moods today....where you just hate every one and thing because you get to over analyzing everything.... I went to the store and realized how fucking pathetic people really are.... the cashier in a monotonous voice asked "how are you" I responded in a monotonous voice "good" which is a complete lie because like i said ( Read more... )