Last night after the talent show I went to the Peace and Justice house and made a little jackal alpaca animal out of soap boxes in Pam's room. He has long, long legs and an egg carton face. Tavish came and we all piled four to a seat in Pam's car and went to a party at Trevor and Nathalia's house. They had made beer that smelled like honey. They ( Read more... )

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Dear Jack,

I dressed up like a deer for the power animal party at the peace and justice house. I made antlers out of tinfoil and put bottlecaps on my dress and wore thigh high socks, but my head hurt and I went home at midnight, head between hands, tail between my legs.  I feel like I am slipping through everything like water, looking for something ( Read more... )

In figure drawing we had a nude model--a girl who goes to school here. I see her all the time. She walked in to our room wrapped in a blue blanket. She stood on the raised platform, put the blanket on the floor, and did all these beautiful, crazy, bendy poses while we sat around her in a circle drawing her. On her breaks she would wrap up again and ( Read more... )

Over Christmas break Ryan and I got a job carrying boxes and stacking hundreds of toys at St. Jude. We made deliveries to the hospital and the houses. With our friends we drank whisky and mulled wine, ate Morgan's gingerbread dinosaurs. We spent Christmas night and New Years Eve crying and we broke hearts ( Read more... )

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So we all came home to each other, to kisses and kittens and whisky and piles of people on front porches. When I ask my friends if I have changed they say you are more this or more that, or atleast they never say I am less. My heart is getting bigger, my teeth and skin getting stronger, my laugh is louder. I know what my face looks like and I don't ( Read more... )

Sunday morning I woke up with Lauren in her bed. We had fallen asleep watching Audrey Hepburn and twisting our hair in to curls. We woke up early and went on a walk. We were all alone so we watched the end of Sabrina in the student center on her laptop, before she went to do her radio show and I went back to my room. Lizzy and Walker were still ( Read more... )

My roommate's boyfriend is in town. They are laying in her bed reading Kerouac to each other and trying to stay awake. Tonight I have to write a paper arguing that pedophilia and prostitution do not constitute an unhealthy relationship ( Read more... )