I want to be your friend like before

I want to stop blaming myself for things I can't control

I want to be able to feel good about myself

I want to talk to you without feeling dumb

I want to stop lying to myself

I want to just say hey or hi to you if I ever see you

I wish I told you how I felt when I had the chance

I wish I would stop being like ( Read more... )

omg!!! birthday tomorrow!!!! finally 16!!!! im excited!!! the cookies and the brownies and the red bull were amazinggg thank you guys a lot.

oh and anyone who can play hacky sack wanna teach me? I really suck at it....

Wow soooooo ummmm went to six flags on Friday and did the can can with wile coyote. yeah I know your jealous.....then some girl got stuck in her seat one the superman and then we had to wait like 15 minutes before we could go on again.oooo and i dyed my hair last week a light color but i cant really tell the difference but some people said they ( Read more... )

Sooooooooooo um yeahhhhhhhh yesterday I went to the great escape with Danielle and Kristin. anddddddddd we went on sky coaster andddd thats it.  Then I went over to her house and we played poker ansd and stuff. and now Im home.  And then tomorrow I leave to go to syracuse for ummmm like a week and a half or something..........uhhhhhhhh thats it ( Read more... )

[ ] I've consumed alcohol ( Read more... )

Sitting here, doing nothing at North Carolina. Kay so anyway, it's like why bother anymore, it's basically useless.  But whatever, Im sure it will get better soon, or more like at least I hope it will.

I feel like
I would like
To be somewhere else doing something that matters
And I'll admit here While I sit here
My mind wastes away and my ( Read more... )

Soooooo today I went to Perfect Blend with Kristin and her friend.

I got hot chocolate.

Then we went to the play ground right near it.

We slid on the slide.

I slid like off of it into the rocks.

Me and Kristin had a contest to see who could jump off the swing farther and we tied.

Then we went to get pizza.

And then I was hoping it would rain so we ( Read more... )

I think there should be a day like dedicated to the game Life or something, that would amazing.  Im actaully half good at playing Life!!!

I would surely say that
That I’d be here for you
And I hope that you’d be too
And I’ll tell the truth
Say that I need you
Yeah I do
But I know you might not come
But I need you everywhere
Take a breath and close my eyes
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Did I do something wrong because it sure seems that way.........