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[catchtheball]

I wake up at 4:30 am, the panic starts to set in. I take slow, deep breaths to offset the nausea and rapid heartbeat, and I pop my last Ativan. This attack could be a lot worse. But that doesn't mean I'm enjoying it. What the hell is wrong with my body anyway? I am not in any danger. My own mind is trying to off me. Each day that I'm not better is

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[hellobitchkitty]

Isn't your free healthcare doing anything to help??

[catchtheball]

Yes, sending me to free group therapy. That makes me anxious. Mental health is so hard to treat. :(

[hellobitchkitty]

Oh your therapy is group? Do you think one on one would be better?
Geez they get paid way too much to not help.

[athensgirl04]

*hugs* How I feel you darling!