I am always so ready to leave in the mornings. I wake up, the sun is lighting my room, its a brand new day and i would be happy to throw on a pair of jeans and one of my favorite T shirts, grab my back pack, get on a plane and just figure the rest out as i go. I am literally about the live my high school dream of just wandering and experiencing ( Read more... )

Dear self,
You are a stupid insensitive fuckshit asshat. Who can only beg for the forgiveness you do not deserve.

its 2 outside, but it feels like -7 or at least thats whats yahoo tells me. i am so sick of this probation thing, the 9th cannot come soon enuf. my whole life is sort of a waiting game right now, and thank god its only temperary b/c if theres one thing impulsive ppl like me cant stand, its waiting. i would like to act, to do, to exist with a ( Read more... )

So New Years was great. Hockey parties, and friends from far away, noon flip cup, painting the yellow room, flooding the basement, group showers, sledding, snowman sex, SO MUCH NUDITY, movies, cooking New Years dinner, Justin the Cowboy, beating the system, crazy Tricia, body shots, every third person having the flu, 4 day long partyorgy, ringing ( Read more... )

Bollocks, so my subleaser backed out on me and now i have to find a new one, who is willing to share a room with me for a few months, so i can stay here and not go home and hate my life. THeres a guy thats interested, hes coming by this afternoon to check the place out. but i doubt he'll be keen on sharing and i can't just have to pay an extra 800 ( Read more... )

I tried to do the right thing, so how come I still feel like crap...

Still hoping this is just a bad dream. Also special thanks to god for making sure thursday would be a special dose of ass rape this week. Test, presentation, paper, paper, paper, and some eminent doom thrown in there for spice, thanks! I wish i could chill out for longer than a few hours where i can forget only to get so sick i can't eat later. ( Read more... )

Fuck me, Nov 3rd will go down in my own personal history as one of the worst days in my life. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. i should never have stayed here, teach me to not go with fencers. I can never look at my self the same again, i am a fucking dumbass. fuck. I want to go apeshit on someone, break someones nose with my fist and fight until cops ( Read more... )

Cap's back from England, its funny how one person can change ur whole outlook on things, and totally shift group dynamics. That ridiculous power ranger graffiti whatever it was was the most fun i have had at school this year. And i think one of the cutest things i've ever seen its Eric Carlson sprinting out of nowhere and tackleing shayna to the ( Read more... )

I am soo bummed i can't make it out to the Skee this weekend, i guess i knew in my heart of hearta that i was screwed all along but i couldn't help hoping that stuff mite work out. i guess i will have to wait until Nationals. but i really wanted to see all the fencers i miss them, and the sport so incredably much. i want to poke ppl with swords ( Read more... )