When you think that everything will go wrong ( Read more... )

College is coming ( Read more... )

I'm back in the habit. It doesn't even feel like I ever had a summer. School jumped right into testing and piles of homework. I don't remember being this busy last year...but the daydreams, I do remember those. That's what I do when I have to study, and now we're studying the reproductive system. It's just a tad bit distracting to say the ( Read more... )

I am ready...sort of. I'm excited, yet sad. I know that I'll miss summer, but the school year has a certain predictable rhythm to it that I have missed. This summer has been a good one, my favorite so far, and soon I'll wish that it had not ended after all. However, it is time to let go ( Read more... )

Do you think it's okay to live in the past if that's what makes you happy? Usually I'm too busy living in the future to even enjoy the present, and I always go for the worst case scenario. The past has so many happy memories ( Read more... )

This weekend none of the plans I tried to make turned out right, and worse, it's one of those times when no matter how stupid I know I sound I can't just shut up because my emotions are in control (damn teenage years). I've also used more swear words in the past few days than I usually do in a few months. I can't seem to deal with people at all, ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about devising a plan that would probably get me completely lost and confused. It sounds wonderful, but that's all I can say for now ( Read more... )

I must quickly mention that tonight I was flashed repeatedly, but now, the real news ( Read more... )

School is almost here. I wish that I could make these last two weeks last forever, but I'm sure that time will slip through my fingers like finely grained sand. This has been the best summer ever without a doubt, and hopefully I'll be able to remember it well enough to conjure up some more realistic daydreams in class. Sigh...I'm starting to ( Read more... )

This is the first time I've been online all summer. Things are so much better. All I need to think about is getting a job. (Let me know if you see any.) Other than that it's all rainbows and butterflies. The air smells sweeter, the sun shines brighter, food tastes better, there's no rush, and instead of reminding myself how good my life is, I' ( Read more... )