That intensely stressed feeling is quivering on and off, but I've regained a reasonable amount of self-control once again. I just can't wait until finals are over. Honestly, I'm a mess. It's been a million feelings a minute this weekend. Luckily now I get to be turned on, which I have to say is the best I've felt since Thursday ( Read more... )

Aside from those usual academic obligations, there are so many things I want to do before I head off to college. With only two summers left I'd better get started, so here's some of my summer wish list 2005 ( Read more... )

You live for those perfect moments ( Read more... )

Apparently freshmen enjoy stalking, and they still have their friends write love notes to their crushes like grade school kids ( Read more... )

Tonight was Brittany's sweet sixteen. Pool party, Bahama band, huge crowd, lots of hugs, and of course some "lesbian" dancing. Too bad you missed it ( Read more... )

People are supposed to learn from their mistakes, right? So why am I still so damn clingy? I know that this has hurt me in the past, yet I still persist. I've been this way for as long as I can remember, even before preschool. It's never been a good character trait, and I've had all these years to change. What is it inside of me that keeps me ( Read more... )

Mine was inside out too!!! Haha.

What a weekend. Kirsten's party was awesome...Correction, Kirsten's "lesbian" party was awesome. Tonight was perfect. Suddenly I'm not tired anymore. Good thing, I need to do my Spanish project, and that is what I shall do! To all a goodnight.

My knight in shining armor is back. All is well. I just need to shake my head of all these silly insecurities. My perfect world. Thank you Mikey. Thank you friends. Thank you family. Thank you teachers. Thank you pets. Thank you fate. Thank you God!

Apparently having a boyfriend doesn't mean that guys can't try to hit on you. It's so frustrating...if only I felt this desired by the one guy who matters. I got invited to my Boardman girl Kirsten's birthday party/sleepover tomorrow night. I'm sure it'll be a blast. I actually had a whole hour's worth of questions in history today. It was ( Read more... )

Stressful day. I had way too much test stuff, ugh. In health we're working on fitness, so I had to go get all sweaty in the weight room today, yuck! Fortunately, all the stress is done for the week! The slutty girl brought ice cream to chem. class. It was awesome! Chem. homework is actually hard for once though. I can't wait for the weekend ( Read more... )