History repeats itself in my head also. Am I getting boring? Millions of questions keep running through my mind. If only I had the time to write them all down perhaps I could finally get them out of my head. I finally remembered how I have the most fun (not the perverted kind of fun, just fun fun). I've felt so annoyingly melodramatic lately ( Read more... )

Crisis averted...for now. Why is it that every time one things sets me off big, I feel insecure about everything? PLEEEEEASE tell me that it will all be okay!

Today the world has spun my life into a crisis. Between getting asked to prom and my previous feeling that I've really screwed up my relationship, I already feel like this week is going to be just as stressful as the last. Still looking for a sign that everything will be okay...

The sun shown down so brightly ( Read more... )

I'm ready for a new week, hopefully a good one. I must be in stress mode though. I keep worrying about EVERYTHING! I need someone to tell me that everything will be okay. I need to know that I haven't messed up too badly. I need to know that I'll stop having nightmares and finally get some sleep ( Read more... )

In one moment I felt both despair, peace, and perfection. Is that possible? This week's been so rough, so confusing. How can I be hurt so badly by a single person's actions, yet know from that very pain that I could never be mad or upset with him? How can I feel both betrayed and loved at the same time? How can the one person that made me upset ( Read more... )

History repeats itself ( Read more... )

For the past few days I've felt like the luckiest, happiest, specialest girl in the world...enough said.

I have not yet received an update on the toast situation in NYC. I can only hope that the city is still free of evil. My trusty accomplice shall inform me on Monday whether or not NYC has fallen ( Read more... )

My trusty band-geek accomplice has flown to New York on what he has informed me to be a "school trip." This can only mean one thing; he, too, has been infected by the toast! I've already managed to save his life sixteen times in a matter of only a couple weeks, but he isn't grateful enough to accompany me on my journey into the African jungle ( Read more... )