He was my dog from my 9th birthday. I miss him so much already. I can't eat, sleep, or think. I can't stop crying either. I just want my dog back.

i miss you more and more every day.
it's the truth and I can't deny it.
i wish i could say half the things i think
and not say half the things i do.

so i got my letter from michigan state.

I GOT IN!

its 3rd on my list.

so i dont think i'll be going there. but its nice to know i got in.

another great weekend ( Read more... )

I had a really good weekend. It was lovely. And fun. And amazing. And happy.

I wish more weekends were like that. There will be more like that. I'm counting on it.

I'm pretty happy.

it really doesn't matter anymore.

hopefully i can get a fresh start anywhere.

hopefully.

It's really hard to remain civil when you try so hard to do in the face of someone who doesn't want that. It's really hard to continue being nice by not shunning someone from everyone else and instead getting a slap in the face everyday. Oh well, I can continue this or begin to get mad and get even (which i've been told, should do). But the right ( Read more... )

Is it possible for someone to completely just come in and just get you? (as in understand you)

Is it possible to just let go of any insecurities and just make you better than you were before?

I guess I get it now.

I wish I had sooner.

time is not a friend of mine, but my enemy.
or it could be my biggest ally.

Have you ever felt like you were falling apart at the seams and there's no one to go to and nowhere to scream?

I hate this. I really do. I didn't do anything wrong..........again!

I don't know what I'm going to do about Tom's party.

I really really hate this because every single time.........I don't do anything.

why i am so angry and upset......................................................

whatever.

guess i'm going out tonight.