get me out! if i had to spend another week here, i think i would lose my mind.
brb pulling the knife out of my back.

i'm feeling dangerously nostalgic right now. i was looking at pictures of me from junior year of high school and it's like...did i even live that life? me and my mom were on our own, i was dealing with my parents' separation, not to mention school was so hard and i was constantly going through groups of friends while in high school...
i honestly don ( Read more... )

it's weird when you look at people that used to be your best friend & the person you knew best in the world...and how time has changed things so that you don't even recognize them anymore.
i wonder how it all happened.

i'm listening to the backstreet boys ("show me the meaning of being lonely", duh) and thinking about how everything has changed, who i am now, who my friends are, where my home is, what i'm doing with my life.
it's hilarious.
so is my current default pic.
i'm going insane. it's been 8 days and i'm going insane. 
remind me later how i'm spending $1300 ( Read more... )

 i've never been happier and i love everyone here so much.

today would have been my parents' 25th wedding anniversary. lol
remind me to never get married. or care about other people that much in general. 
sometimes i forget that the past 19 years have happened and just completely live in the present. that may sound good but in reality i just don't want to remember much else. i feel like the past was just a ( Read more... )

 i wanted you to know that i don't have your back anymore because you never had mine (x2).

 life kinda rules

i have decided that i am through and that one chapter in my life is completely closed.

nonna pina, tia beatriz and my aunt for italy are coming july 13-august 14th. i'm going to boston and d.c. soon, possibly even florida. i miss american more than ever now that i have less reasons to come home.

i'm saying very little only because otherwise i could ( Read more... )

saturday night was pretty random. we went to a house out in da country side, miles away from civilization. this house had no doors, windows, furniture...there was no sink in the bathroom (which had a sheet serve the purpose of a door) and the bed was in the middle of the driveway for some reason. i'm glad that my aunt enjoys the same random, ( Read more... )