Awh Naw.
[Hell Naw]

lovemeloveme say that you love me.

DAMN IT

stupidgayfgtljshit.

I wanted to put a pic up.
IT WONT WORK.
ghey.

p.s. and if I feel mature.
i might just actually write a relevant entry.
but most likely. no.

OMG AND M3
LIKE FOR SERIOUS.
I NEED TO SEE YOU.

<3<3

Dear Aleksandra.

Shut up.
Shut up.
Shut up.

Stop thinking.
Stop considering.
Stop making empty threats to yourself.

Please.
For once will you just sit there and stop crying.
"Harden my heart, swallow my tears"
Stop telling yourself you're alone again.
Stop comparing yourself to other girls.
Stop looking in the mirror and picking yourself apart.
Stop being a ( Read more... )

You look so pathetic with his name on your hand.   I guess I shouldn't have written it in sharpie ( Read more... )

Why does my heart cry.
I feel so thrown back.
He doesn't know anything is wrong.
I feel so rejected.
Floor.
Here I come.

Puhpuhpuhpuhpictures.


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I complicated our lives now I'm losing my only friend.

I've visited here. I'm not sure why
but for some odd reason. I feel that
this is the only true place that I can
write. I'm lately feeling as though I
am waiting to pass out. Yet, I can't
seem to. Why can't I.  I've been at
a distraught state lately. && part of
me is really adapting to it.

I was ( Read more... )

And I believed it. Everything in my body told me it was right. All those nights, waiting for her to come home. Listening for her key in the lock. No wonder. No wonder they had to tear me away from her when school started. No wonder I had always worried she would leave me some night. She already had.

( wait, who said you're going to get out? )

You said you'd love me more than ever. And you'll love me more, forever.

I'm getting this like......maybe towards the end of the school year.


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Then I should start life all over again.

AND guess who's back?

C'EST MOI. C'EST QUI!

I've realized I need this thing.

Confusion with life. It seems so difficult.

( We are all just dying to live )

So.
I am ending my journal here.
I have a xanga. So, if you'd like., you may stalk me there instead.

xanga.com/sunxinsidexblackholesx

Gaahh I sound conceited right? lol.

Au revoir mes amies.