Sometimes I wish I could've stayed on this journal...rather than being afraid of what I am, what I've typed...and what I can't hide my love for, no matter how hard I try.

Gimme an O....gimme a VERREACTING!

How the FUCK do I stop "Microsoft has encountered an error...Internet Explorer has to close" from popping up ( Read more... )

When I said I'm going to "kill" this LJ...I didn't mean literally delete it. I have decided, as my Michaelmas term comes to a close...that I will stop updating this journal. I have some great memories on here...but I don't think I want to be associated with this journal anymore...for various reason ( Read more... )

Last night I had a dream that I revived an Egyption Goddess [I think she was supposed to be Isis] and took her on a tour of the Seeley Historical Library...but she kept trying to kiss me suggestively on the cheek...and I felt really uncomfortable because I'm not that way inclined ( Read more... )

I can't be in the same room.

It's like "here's what you COULD have won...".

Ouch.

That hurt more than anything has ever hurt me before in my entire life.

The pain...I wish I could sleep until December 14th when I'll be with Michelle again. December looks fun.

It hurts. Nothing can cheer me up at the moment...nothing will stop this feeling. I am hurting so so much. Hello broken heart.

...but not in the same way as Michelle, it's purely platonic Caff love.

"by the by, in my sent box you're on top of Alex"

Funniest text message all day!

I sent one back asking if he'd mind...

Right definitely going to the JCR now!

Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop thinking. Stop ( Read more... )

So results...got to College for half nine...only to have to wait for 45 minutes. I was feeling sick and had to hold Sarah M's hand while getting my results slips but anyway...for those who care...

English Language - A
English Literature - A
General Studies - A
German - C [oops haha]
History - A

Which means...I'm going to Cambridge to read History ( Read more... )