I am so torn!!! God help me... I don't know what I should be doing... basically I feel like a terrible person, and am a jerk to many people around me... I feel on the brink of tears... I shouldn't be like that... God help me!

Guess what? I am in love with my new cd, that arrived just today.. The only one I had a chance to listen to was pedro.... and I am listening to it right now ( Read more... )

I was realizing this just today... that we live in a world that is saturated in pessimism, and critcal-ness. I for one think that this is not a good way to live. I have been thinking negatively... but guess what? God wants me to be happy about life, and He wants me to focus on the good instead of the bad... and I did it for a day so far, and boy oh ( Read more... )

God uses the most interesting ways to make life better.... and I love Him all the more for it ( Read more... )

Today is the day of my birth... been pretty good so far.. my mom visited me with an armful of food and flowers and stuff... then I went to class, which was amazing, yeah, and I got out of my lab early, which is incredibly sweet ( Read more... )

It breaks my heart when I am in love and I try expressing this love to others and they don't get excited about it ( Read more... )

ok, I will tell you... I dyed my hair.. it is dark brown now...

and annother thing, I happened along this super cool verse, Psalm 63:1-8

I am back for the rest of the weekend, yay, shout for joy ( Read more... )

Today I was pleasantly surprised by the presence of a card from my mom in my p.o. It says that she calls me not only her daughter, but also her friend... I love her, she is so sweet! I love my mommy, and I am not ashamed to say it ( Read more... )

It is September... and my birthday is in 2 weeks, yay...

LFrst day of class was a killer, I probably got 5 hours of homework! Oh well, my mind is improving at a faster rate because of it..

God bless you today, whoever reads this!