told one of my current impossible loves how I feel about her and even though I heard exactly what I knew I was going to, it was actually incredibly great to just get it off my chest. we reached an understanding, set some boundaries and most importantly deepened our friendship ( Read more... )

my birthday is on saturday and somehow I could care less. early this year, I determined to celebrate my birthday for the first time in years, (you could put that number between five and six,) but now that it's on my doorstep, I have zero interest ( Read more... )

a friend just asked if I wanted a ride to Go Sailor!.

yesssssss

completely broke ( Read more... )

How do you get motivated to pull yourself out of a trap, to be responsibly, sincerely, dilligently commited to your own happiness and well being if you can't even motivate yourself to get dressed, eat, shower, leave your house, your room, your bed? Need to be around people and not trapped in my head, but reaching out to anybody seems terrifying and

Hey! I recorded stuff. Listen?

Quality control would be much appreciated.

http://heywellwearit.com/4.28.10.zip

a message from one of my mormon friends:

"Where are you living these days? Are you still in Washington? If so Tessa and I want to move to Portland, Oregon hopefully for grad school but if not then after grad school. If you are still in Washington by then we'll finally be able to hang out again. I'm sure you don't want to hear it but I know where ( Read more... )

found out that the $4000 a month my sister is making is going to morphine.

Glad that when I told her not to become peter lorre, we both broke out into song at the same time, "where did all the money go? where did all the money go?! HEY! PETER LORRE! HEY! HEY!!" and had a good laugh ( Read more... )

Taken off my step-fathers benefits as a dependent. No more free flights for me. It doesn't even matter that I didn't know this until the day before. I wouldn't have been able to afford a real ticket early enough to make it affordable until yesterday ( Read more... )

Every step I take, I wonder if I'm getting a bit too full of myself. Pushing my luck every chance I get. Shit, this is exciting.

Some sizzurp and E both fell into my lap on the free today. Hells yeah!