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she's blindfolded
don't touch her there
he watched her
she knew his look from behind
when she came for christmas
i'm feelin okay -- mew is magical and i have just finished speaking to someone i thought i'd never hear from again. -
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here are some things i have accomplished today:
-ate cashews. a lot of them.
-deactivated my facebook account (for the time being, i guess, i just don't feel like it's necessary atm)
-read about the lavender panthers
here are some things i should/might accomplish today
-clean my room, ugh
-bathe
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BEEN EXACTLY ONE MONTH SINCE MY LAST POST ( Read more... ) -
northwestern girls
northwestern girls, with their fresh faces
don't mess it up this time
they seem so nice
it must be in the air here
it must be in the air here
it must be in the air here
northwestern girls, i'm all grown up this time, i swear
at least I lie different when you seem so nice
it must be in the air here
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all i really want for christmas is an email, phone call, fuck it, a text, from a boy who's bad for me on too many levels to count. oops, fuck. -
please let the snow swallow the streets whole
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new york was a fun trip -- too short for my liking -- and i came to a few conclusions i can live with. i'm still really, insanely, incredibly grateful -- to whatever, whoever -- to have known and maybe loved him. to elaborate would be to understand and i don't really right now ( Read more... ) -
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i am more or less just wiped out, in every possible sense. i am lonely and i don't know what i'm doing with them. them. sheeeeit. -
OH GOD
FUCKING SICK OF SCHOOL, I'M SO SERIOUS.
in unrelated news: wait lol this is news?
in even more unrelated news: i need shoes (they call me the hiphopopotamus, my lyrics are bottomless)
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stop.
i'm a little tired of people telling me i'm the strongest person they know, as if i'm doing this for you, as if i'm some kind of behavioral paradigm for people in mourning, as if each day weren't about keeping my head above the water, not because i'm particularly strong but because i'm just fucking surviving whether i want to or not, just like ( Read more... )