Reading my last journal entry makes me wonder...was my head stuck up my bum? She was not and can never be a bestfriend to me. It seems habitual that every spring I end up lonely and depressed without fail, the people around me begin to disappoint me all the more and I begin to look for new friends only to find them disappointing as well. At least ( Read more... )

Long ago I prayed a prayer that I thought God ignored. I was wrong. God didn't ignore it, he just didn't answer it right away. I have a real best friend, I havn't told her, that she is mine. I think she knows it, at least I will tell her. For years I've endured bestfriends, and thought that this is what it's always supposed to be. So i'm quite ( Read more... )

my icon was made by someone really cool...cant remember who made it. they rock though..

Ok so now I am offically an employee of Consumer Credit Counseling Service. Yay.I start on monday. I'm emotionally drained, i need a year long sleep. woot.

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grrrr i have to work today, oh the joys of being employed.

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Loose at least seven jobs.

Get your resolution here

lmao, im just trying to get one good one.

hey people I got a job at VICTORIAS SECRET, woot. tomorrow is orientation, mom and I spent 2 hours searching for black slacks, black shirt, and it was all done at the village. FOR ONCE THEY HELPED ME OUT! have a spiffy day, yay tanya's back.

im 18 today folks yup the big 1-8. i am typing to y'all from my oh yes BRAND NEW DELL COMPUTER. oh my gosh it is the most awesome thing ever, my speakers rock, i mean i have a master volume control. oh man im happy as a clam. yes now i have NO CURFEW this city can kiss my caucASIAN butt! so yeah, everyone have a fabulous day cuz i decree so. ( Read more... )

i hate choir, i hate being a senior. just wana finish this year and go to S.A. I can't ever miss class and have to do stupid concerts. my dad gets mad at my for using the cell phone. just so tired of life. feel like i'm going round and round in a boring little circle with no escape. hate doing therapy want it to end ( Read more... )