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Love Stories
There are some things I just know about myself. I know I am my father's daugher. I know some of the flaws I inherited from him I can... adapt. Some I can't. My father is a useless louse. I can work not to be that. My father is a HOPELESS romamtic. That... I can't fix that in me ( Read more... ) -
Love Lesson
Ever since Eric showed his ass (really since I let him rend my heart to microscopic pieces [which is a mistake I own]), I have been wondering what is the lesson. I've been in love before and it always ends badly and I always just try to learn from it. But I was really baffled for a lesson there. I just figured that God sent me him to keep me from ( Read more... ) -
Is it just too much to ask?
I just watched the last 30 minutes of "Love Actually" I love that movie but I spent almost all 30 of those minutes crying. The characters fall in love, fall out of love, have trouble with love...
Definition of LOVE
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a (1) : strong affection for another arising out of kinship or personal ties love for a child> (2) : attraction based on sexual desire : ( Read more... ) -
Not enough hours in the day? Then don't sleep!
Today is Wednesday, June 13th, 2012. Otherwise known as "My mother's 48th Birthday". It is 12:53 in the morning. I cannot sleep ( Read more... ) -
Why, oh Why?
I am soooooooo excited to go to Kacey's wedding this month. I've only been to two weddings in my life and well... The first one was horrible. The marriage of Anthony Lewis to Louisa Middlebrook which almost cost the lives of myself and my sisters as we were forced to ride in a car driven by a completely intoxicated "woman". The second was my aunt ( Read more... ) -
How thick IS blood really? It's mostly water, can't be THAT much thicker right?
In September 2010, both of my sisters came to Indianapolis to visit me and dad after I anounced to them my pregnancy. We had a relatively good time. Actually, for a family history such as ours, we made a great go of it.
Brittany and I have had our ups and downs over the years just as Chelsey and I have. The baby, I'd hoped, would help create a bond ( Read more... ) -
Did I mention that I am an emotional masochist?
I remember when I was pregnant being at my kitchen table assembling a puzzle and KNOWING right then THAT was the moment. I felt like I could choose right then and there if I wanted to get involved with this guy or walk away. I remember wondering if it was too late, if the moment had actually passed and I just *thought* this was the moment. I ( Read more... ) -
Hate
Hate is the worst poison. It burn the veins it courses through and aches the heart that pumps it. A small amount can grow so quickly. Just the mention of that "person"... I have a brand new person for whom I alone am responsible. I don't want this hate in me let alone affect my child, whom I love more than anything in the world. I have to figure ( Read more... ) -
For Posterity.
Tuesday morning I woke up with an intense craving for chocolate chip pancakes from IHOP. Due to when I woke up the earliest I could attain said tasties was just after 1pm. As I left the house I saw a guy who looked a lot like the last person I wanted to see leaving his apartment up ahead. As I approached the bus stop my fears were confirmed. He ( Read more... ) -
You're The One
"You're The One"
[verse 1:]
I don't believe that we were put together not to be together
and I don't believe there's anyone out there that can love me better
I don't believe that you know how much I miss seeing your pretty smile.
of course we had our ups and downs
but I gotta have you around me cause
[chorus:]
I feel it all over my body (I feel it all over ( Read more... )