forgive me if anyone has already come and gone from this realization/conclusion ( Read more... )

i just finished a huge rough draft, lit some incense, opened the windows to let the fresh air and sun in my room, and i'm inspired to paint. I'm going to play some arrested development after i let this No Doubt track finish. I think this is one of the most content moments, alone, that i've had in this apartment in a really long time. plus i'm going ( Read more... )

i really need to realize that i can't please everyone and that's ok. i'm going to let people down because i'm human. i can't be perfect and yeah no matter what i do, i will always feel bad when i think i let someone down, but shit happens, life gets in the way and somehow in trying to please everyone i'm forgetting to take care of me and listen to ( Read more... )

Here's a couple things I've learned/realized/thought about today ( Read more... )

i need help with all the reading i have. i think i got in a little too over my head.

hopefully this will help.

A Taste for Death Summary on BookRags

too many emotions have paraded through me today. lots of guilt, sensitivity, annoyance (especially at myself), and sheer sadness. i hate not being around the people i love and it gets harder and harder to leave every time. i cried when i left after seeing my mom, i cried all day before leaving scott, and of course was trying (not successfully) to ( Read more... )

what do you do when someone you care about so much is in a situation that you can't do anything about? how do you help them? my heart is absolutely broken to see this happening and there's nothing i can do about it. they deserve so much better and i hate that others don't see, or more that they don't care about what a wonderful human being this is ( Read more... )

stacy's baby is due this week. she's 21. no college degree, yet ( Read more... )

when you find out someone you used to be friends with is having a baby, do you call them and say congrats and good luck? even if the friendship ended badly ( Read more... )

i don't really know how to answer people when they ask how are you? life has been super weird lately. i like living off campus because i feel like i have an actual life. i feel like i can be a little more normal and get used to where i'm living. it feels even more like my own home ( Read more... )