i think i'm gonna do it. i'm extremely scared but i think for my sanity sake and the sake of others around me, i'm gonna change my major. i knoe it doesn't seem like much but it is huge for me. i hate psychology and i hate what it's doing to me. i hate school, i'm not myself becasue i'm always complaining and always doing badly in my classes. i'm ( Read more... )

i think i've learned more about myself this weekend than i have in a really long time. about small things, like my habits and then bigger things in my life such as my priorities, who is really important in my life, why, and what i like about each of those people ( Read more... )

i've had a really shitty day ( Read more... )

this is a vilanelle that i had to write for my creative writing class. i wrote this about my dog, Cody ( Read more... )

there isn't that much to update on but i just feel like it ( Read more... )

i found out today that i'm failing my history 101 class. i had no idea that there was homework due today, i got a 2 out of 14 on a pop quiz that my crackhead professor gave us to see if we are keeping up with the reading, and a bad mark on another paper summery thing that we turned in. i really hate this class already but this discouraged me even ( Read more... )

i just got the meanest email from a family member ( Read more... )

WOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED THIS IN A REALLY LONG TIME. sorry everyone. anyway, vacation has been alright. my mom has been annoying me quite a bit but i still love her. i don't get it. for some reason now when i come back she just easily gets on my nerves. whatever. other than that it has been awesome being scott's neighbor. any time both of us are ( Read more... )

so my day hasn't been perfect but in the last 12 hours i have felt really loved. I had so much fun with tasha and anjuli at the grocery store while skipping theology. :) art history wasn't that great cause i found out that the rest of the course is going to get tougher...shit. anyway, i had a great afternoon/dinner time with my lovely roommate ( Read more... )

So here's my next update and i am going to be extremely blunt so if you can't handle it, don't read it. if you think you can then be my guest ( Read more... )