Hunter S Thompson is gone :'(

why am i the last to hear about these things?

Your Brain is 40.00% Female, 60.00% Male

You have a total boy brain

Logical and detailed, you tend to look at the facts

And while your emotions do sway you sometimes...

You never like to get feelings too involved

What Gender Is Your Brain?

another night in the hospital. I hate it. antibiotics, painkillers, potassium pills....my life is a living hell. Im fucked up with so many issues I dont know what to do. I am not ok. I think I want help

fucking goddamn kidney piece of shit. ow

Call you up in the middle of the night ( Read more... )

you all know if you were one of the ones I loved or not. Im sorry but i can not face another nightmare or panic attack or what aj did to me. I know i have no place. its ok i realized that. mom and dad are lucky to get rid of such a burden, both finacial and emotional same with rachel and pat. Goodnight.

man sorry i havent updated in a while school is alot right now. Seriously all I do is go to class do my hw . I have nothing in between. NOTHING. Valentines day is comeing up and AJ and I are going to go to hooters. other than that i cant wait to get to the barn monday and work with some of the drafts and I miss everyone at home so bad. Im going to ( Read more... )

man sorry i havent updated in a while. School has been keeping me busy. My cell is working so if you guys want to call its ok. I have 3 classes today and track at 4:30. Im going to the Gym after A+P with eden and than i dunno what. Im juice fasting today it feels gooood. well Im going to shower, cause im freezing.

I had a very good first day of school. I woke up early and got my books and school supplies. I came back to my room and did my pilaties and workout. Than I had my draft horse management lecture at 11am. We went over the syllibus and left early. Wifey came back and I helped her carry her stuff up stairs and than she drove me to my lab at the draft ( Read more... )

AJ left and Im worried about him. I kept trying to give him directions to the thruway and he kept asking quesetions that were pointless and getting him confused. I got so frustrated I was really short with him and I feel really really bad about it. I really didnt mean to but he was just acting so dumb. I tried to keep things simple for him. I cant ( Read more... )