a period of waiting
gooseflesh and violent sneezing
LED cool blue strung like a careless woman pulling hair over her ears
dangle and ignored

pink water. sluiced off ivory skin ( Read more... )

teeth graze flesh;
sink in.
blossom's succulent fruit far too chalky and in the middle
a worm,
writhing, feeding itself with sunlit growth
till nothing
is
left.

i am so fucking in love, still, that i tear up when i hear 'forever' by dropkick murphys.

listening to he has left us alone but shafts of light sometimes still grace the corners of our rooms

editing

i feel so strange.

Long time no rumination. Also, the top of this website is pink flowers. It's appalling ( Read more... )

naked, bleeding, wrapped in white,
slipping through fingers, wet and viscous.
clutching half-hearted tokens bestowed by tired
lovers, each time, fresh teeth marks.

Been thinking about photos. What I said to a friend was true; I'm not cut out to do any sort of commercial work. I hate working for other people, or with an idea of what I shoot should look like to gain some stupid page views. I'm also not an event photographer; I'm happy to do it for cheap for friends, but I'm never going to advertise myself as ( Read more... )

Trying to exercise my memory. Helping myself get used to writing again. Pardon the boring recitation ( Read more... )

So even when I get a job [which I'm not supposed to do, says the doctor, but i have no choice] i'm still going to be fucked. roger still thinks that me going downtown to get assistance is going to work, and magically we will be able to afford everything, la la la. This is, of course, after he finds another job. that he has wasted every single ( Read more... )