I losing it. I don't want to be down here anymore. I miss everything that is up North. I'm losing myself and I'm finding myself being really depressed. I want to go home.

Hey..back again. Just say hello and I'm doing well..

I'm worried about all the things ocming my way. We are most likely moving into some duplex with a friend of his girlfriend living on the otherside. I guess it oculd be worse. When we mentioned it to her, she didn't seem all the excited..I mean I think she is a little disapointed that we are moving in on that side...but I looked at the place first.. ( Read more... )

Getting addicted to my ds..damn thing. I play animal crossing..god can i be anymore of a nerd?

Still here Columbia. It way bigger than I'm used to in Kazoo, but I guess people have to grow up sometime. I just wish I oculd stay 16 or even younger forever. Have no worries or cares, just be pure again. I wish I haven't done all the bad things I've done, or the drugs I've done. I guess like the old saying goes, what doesn't kill you makes you ( Read more... )

I finally atleast got a hold of a friend from MI. Girts, hes a cool dude. I just wish Cassandra wouls even try to talk to me, but I guess its beyond repair. There are alot of people i the world and I wish I wasn't so scared to get to know some of them. God damn I hate being shy, it doesn't go over too well when you grow up, so I got to get over it ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in awhile. Moved to S.C. in aug. Its warm here and no snow...HAHAHA.

Its been awhile since I could write here. Computer broke and all. I think I found my love, The one who means something deeper than ordinary. I mean I don't know if it is going to last but something is going to happen. I'm pretty excited, and hoping that it won't be another bad experience. I am simply in love, and hoping. Talk to you later, maybe.

I need a job. I need alot of things. Damn.

Everything may get better, hopefully. I just need to drop people. And start up with the people who never left me down.