Life in the zoo. Its crazy but completely boring. The only fun we really have here is causing drama, which I dont like to do but will if I need entertainment really badly. Just zooming by and hopefully I'll be able to slow down and wave hi to you all.

JERRY I NEED YOU !!!!!

I'm going crazy. Just plain and simple crazy. my boyfriend is in jail and I havent gotten any kind of affection in about 3 months..well there was that one night but that doesn't matter. I have forgotten all about that and I really don't want to think about benito in that way ever. he was a mistake then and he is a mistake now. I have no idea what I ( Read more... )

Still looking for a job...but I got an interview at Sears so we'll see how that goes. Very nervous and excited at the same time. I still don't like it up here, but at least I got some friends to make it all better. Well, except Gin. She is being such a bitch and for what reason I don't know. She is acting so weird and I've been 800 sime miles away ( Read more... )

Everything is going slow, transfering me into some other mind/world. I don't completely understand. But maybe I'll know when the time is right.

Any who, on my way to being great. I'm kind of out of my head right now...WHERE IS MY JERRY?!?

On my way to the Zoo. I'm in Lansing right now...going to be home tomorrow. Excited but at the same time a little scared. I hope everything goes well for me. I just don't know what I'm going to do there. Lost on everything. But I know that I make my own life...so if anything goes wrong its my damn fault.

Somethings got screwed up and I'm coming back to MI. I'm half excited and half worried. My boyfriend is gone for awhile, and I'm kinda lost without him. How sad is that, but I love him and I thought he had all the answers and I was wrong. He was looking for all the answers and didn't find them in time. So my move back to MI isn't a want to but a ( Read more... )

Not to be a down all the time, but things just keep getting harder. I mean my luck is in the toilet. Hah, I just don't understand how the world works sometimes. The woman that i'm living with is a completely bitch, over the past couple of weeks she has just been horrible, and I'm kind of slow to anger but shes been pushing and pushing my buttons ( Read more... )

Nothing is new. I'm trying my hardest to find a way back up north. I just think it would be for the best. I mean i'm just not a southern girl. hah. Well I'm trying to look on the bright side of things and thats hard for me, but I'm trying.

Everyone has heard that I've gone missing, but thats not true. I just stopped talking to ashley because shes crazy and too controling. I just couldn't handle her anymore. Sorry if I scared anyone. I wish I did go missing ( Read more... )

I'm 20 years old today. Whoo. not exactly a wonderful birthday, but I guess its only almost over.