after months of not doing it, someone pushed me over the edge today.
i'm sick as fucking hell. waiting for bloodwork results to come back to see what's wrong with me.
he knows i'm sick.
he knows how i feel and that i'm at my lowest of lows.
and he took the lowest of low stabs at me.
so i caved in and fucking did it.
what good am i?
but it felt so
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