I don't think i'm making some sort of dramatic comeback into the world of livejournal, but it's nice to keep in touch with a lot of my friends... and since i absolutely abhore AIM, this'll have to do. I don't remember what the name of that college web portal thing is where you have links of all your friends who have links to friends and you meet ( Read more... )

Tomorrow I'm taking off school. Tomorrow is January 21 and is also the anniversary of my brother's death.

I've never felt so fucking alone. You know what's worse than dying? Wishing you were there instead.

I've spent a lot of time depending on others for support. I always thought you needed a girlfriend and a best friend to get through life. Because life comes and pairs and it's ten fold more enjoyable to celebrate with someone you love than to have a victory alone.
Guess what?
BULLSHIT! It's time to live motherfucker ( Read more... )

Under the given circumstances, i'd say i'm faring pretty well. You ever wonder why the term is "harsh reality" and not "glorious" or "wonderful"? I've noticed that when the pressures on and the shit goes down the drain, that all of life's problems enjoy stacking on top of eachother ( Read more... )

I know LJ is a venting tool for people to exaggerate miniscule problems. I understand that what people write glorifies them in a way and hides the truth. But right now I don't care. I always thought after the trauma of losing my brother, that i'd never really be able to experience tears again. Sure, I've had issues with Kate, School, Best friends, ( Read more... )

I'm changing my name to Corey Richard, I figure that way it's semi-original.

N.M.P.

Live...

Breathe...

Beat...

Yeah, that'll do.

I feel a LOT better now. It's so great when you have friends that are so supportive. I think yesterday I just needed a good day to vent a few things that were on my mind. I still think the same as I did yesterday, but I think that it's never to late to rock the world and make an impression ( Read more... )

So 1,2,3, take my hand and come with me ( Read more... )

Lights go out and I can't be saved ( Read more... )