I am constantly forced to smile, just for the sake of being left alone... when will the illusion end? When will the truth come out? Thank you friends for not being fake.

Life pretty much sux, then you die... full time work, full time school, and not a clue about a lot of things... at least I have my sanity and my true friends...

As the sun sets ( Read more... )

My spirits have lifted ( Read more... )

I'm glad people care, but I still need to find answers... I feel like shit for what I have done, and I got some answers lastnight, especially after I almost got mugged by three black kids from Bloomsburg, but I'm ok, and I feel a little better. I just need to talk to my True Friends, and steph you are a good friend... Spaz is the best friend I've ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do... I don't feel right about anything. I don't feel like I bolong anywhere. I feel really alone, like I am unwanted. I can't come to a conclusion and it is pissing me off and making me crazy. I feel like I have no friends to tell the truth, and I know I am going to get a lot of comments from "my friends", but I feel like I am ( Read more... )

I lose again... I can never make my dad happy. i know that you are all going to tell me to fuck my dad, but I say fuck you all. An arguement all over buying a cell phone, instead of getting one for free, and not haveing free nights... on top of going down to $88 in my checking acount. I don't need this shit!, and I don't need anyone to tell me to " ( Read more... )

I love walking around town until 3:00 in the morning, it's alot of fun. I got to hang out with Spaz last night and we walked and talked all night. Life is kinda good without a girlfriend, eventhough I would like to have one... but I can deal. I have no stress right now, and I am free to do as I wish... and for those of you who are thinking it, I am ( Read more... )

Yeah, so I haven't updated in a while, but there is nothing much to talk about. Life is the same every day... I hate everything about it and most of the people I have to deal with. I hate not driving, and I hate working at ther rink. I may get a job at gamestop, but I don't think I'm going to take it. I got a better offer at Wallgreen's... fulltime ( Read more... )

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