yep

full on mental breakdown mode hangs by a thread. adding to my already fitful jubilation with this house i came home and saw a rodent run into my closet.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

packing this week, heading to northern ontario.

so my next day off is

AUGUST 19TH.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"We've all done it."

"Then YOU do it."

i am very close to going outside with a shovel and overturning the earth in my neighbours' gardens in a feverish search for my luggage ( Read more... )

after percolating in my room and tippityy tapping on facebook for the last year and a half it was inspiring to see some new posts in livejournal. i was just talking to tiffany about how facebook causes everyone to lose their personal censors. no, i don't want to see your 3-D sonogram - it looks like a sort of human made of ectoplasm and melted ( Read more... )

............is in a world of sciatic nerve pain! YEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i will take a few breaths. i will go downstairs and light a cigarette and smoke it. i will come and crawl into bed and later today, when i awake, i will still be alive.
so will you.

i'm alive...

SO
I no longer work for complete insane psychos. Everyone within earshot knows the insaniacs I was working for/schlepping to Mississauga.
Presently I work for an organization that helps people with Autism/ASD and generally am a well-adjusted human being, or so I think. I miss everyone!

CAYLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what is it with me and crazy jobs/bosses? more to come..

psyching myself up mentally for a big fight (boss vs. bookkeeper vs. boss' mom). also, tentative fish and chips for lunch.
dave, turn around you forgot me!