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hi friends.
for the record, i went through a rough time, post-breakup, and post-triggering-life-truths. however, i am doing really good currently, with new plans and ideas about my life.
i think my livejournal, however, after all these years, will be defunct. i've been using tumblr, which i like much much more, especially considering livejournal's ( Read more... ) -
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i got dumped, by somebody who not even a week ago couldn't stop telling me how infatuated with me he was, and how happy and excited to be dating me.
coooooooooolllllllllllll. -
nowhere birds are calling, slower waves are stalling.
i had a delirious week of sex, love, mad texting, fun, food, drink and smoking with a lovely new man i thought i had a lot of potential with.
this week is stranger. distance, second-guessing, awkwardness, conflict, some ex issues on his side, and other obligations, makes me feel like the whole thing has turned to dust in my mouth. the mad intimacy ( Read more... ) -
mixtapes.
embedding it's not working on lj for some reason, but here's a link to a mix i made on this rad site 8tracks:
softly lit by twilight.
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i'll do anything you want, but i won't be your glass figurine.
drank: homemade ginger beer mojito with havana club anejo and garden spearmint BOOSH ( Read more... ) -
hm.
it's strange how deeply lyrics can make me feel better about nebulous doubts, fears, and just bad feelings. especially when sung in ben gibbard's voice.
this scar is a fleck on my porcelain skin,
tried to reach deep but you couldn't get in.
now you're outside me, you see all the beauty,
repent all your sins.
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oh no no yes
drinking wine, organic juice, and honey liqueur.
i felt a sense of peace and jubilance i haven't felt for a long time this weekend.
i feel like i have a really solid group of friends i really love.
i kissed someone and it was pretty hot.
i think i have flirting down, down, down.
east tenth is blossoming, and that is one of my favorite things of my ( Read more... ) -
when i tell you that i love you, don't test my love. accept my love.
i have a date in like an hour. we're going to bike to the beach with sangria and picnic foods and get to know each other.
i'm stoked!
however, my bar for assholery has raised a lot in the last couple of weeks. also, i feel genuinely happy to be single! so it's pretty win-win.
eta oh mang he was so super tiny and pretty socially inept - it was ( Read more... ) -
and the world, in its cold way, started coming alive.
today was a good day.
this week was a mostly good week.
my bike and i make such good lovers.
the last few days have been wild and stormy. there's a little gladdened tug on my heart every time the wind tries to knock me over. next time, wind! you can do it!
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i did it. now i am sad. but i hope i will be happy later.
sigh. i really liked him a lot. i didn't expect to feel so heartbroken.
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