the x's are yes...just do you don't get confused ( Read more... )

wow...last entry was a long time ago. well, just to update...we dont' have internet anymore. its not as bad as i thought it would be. i AM surviving without him* for the first time in 8 months...wow. that is the most incredible thing to me. i guess you could say he is the most incredible thing to me. i still love him. but not in a way that i could ( Read more... )

I'll be there when you're sleepin ( Read more... )

there are so many emotions that i feel right now. mostly hate. and hurt. i sometimes just get to that point where i don't want to say anything i hurt so bad. i just want to die. everything that could possibly go wrong has gone wrong. its been that way for the past few weeks. i want to cry so bad. i wish i could let myself. but i hate to cry. i hate ( Read more... )

no school as you all know who read this. that was a fun day...yea right. got to talk to some ppl today that i don't usually talk to ...i was happy. but not much else. oh and i maped some stuff to find out how far from ppls houses to mine. and that made me happy. but i have to go BACK tomorrow, which doesn't :( well i am waiting for someone to get ( Read more... )

interesting day so far. i am home from school early because of some stupid infection that i have had for a long time now. and it came back a few days ago. i was walking throught the hall today and it hurt so bad that i wanted to scream. i went to the nurse...crying...it was fake, although it did hurt enough to make me want to cry (they were still ( Read more... )

today was aweful. there are a lot of people who are really making me mad. and what the hell, this girl that i am not even really friends with sits down near me and there was something on the table, she goes "would you wipe that up?" and i'm like (of course i didn't say it) 'excuse me, i didn't put it there and i am not wiping it up and its not ( Read more... )

hey!!! i have had this icon forever and HAD to use it!!!! i mean, its true...
and its cruel to ride horses anyway, they don't like it...i don't think that ummm, COWBOYS would say the same hahahhahahahahhaaha
ha, had to post it

alright. update...now what to write about. well i went to punxy yesterday, and was going to see him* but he wasn't home :( i was kinda mad...but sad i guess. i really wanted to go see him :( :( :( oh well. i got to talk to him last night yeah!!!!!:) so i guess that made me happier. tres interesting conversation though...don't ask ( Read more... )

i am so frusterated with everything/everyone. i don't know what is going on and i am so confused. i end up talking to someone about it who i have never even met. it is all twiested and confusing. i don't know how to deal with it. oh well. i will...later ( Read more... )