ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [1/?]

[ccgensou]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [1/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: It is very uncomfortable for me to write this fanfiction, so I beg you to please keep that in mind when you read it. If someone is

Comments

[frozenstream]

you leave me wordless once again.... *takes a deep breath*
Your writing is so enchanting, so beautiful, so.... powerful.
All of this is so vivid and realistic that it feels like I was watching this happen through their eyes.
Makes my heart break and my eyes burn. It chokes me, but I love it. Call me a masochist but I love it! *laugh*
You are absolutely amazing! and your writing even more amazing!
I'm afraid of what's coming next for them, yet I can't wait to read more~
Thank you *bows and gives a single red rose* you made my night with this ♥

[ccgensou]

*smiles shyly over red rose*
Though I do not know where you get all those kind words from, I do appreciate them. Very much do I appreciate them. So thank you, deeply thank you. <3 

[walkin_siesta]

hmm so he's bullimic... and several other things I guess...
o.o and judging from the last sentence I guess it's going to get worse...
and apparently they both have feelings for each other, yes?
now would be a good time to tell me to shut up or I'll be making guesses for a long time to come (aka until you post the next chapter :3)

put me out of my misery please xD

lovely <3

[ccgensou]

Indeed, it is so. *nods thoughtfully* Ah, I shall try not to keep you waiting far too long, ne. *shy smile* Thank you, very much, for your kind comment. <3 *blush*

[tokidokiko]

I thought I was over with these self-distructive themed stories, but your writing always pulls me back into to the spiral. It's madness, but i like reading them.

What i wonder is why Reita has his own POV, while Ruki is third-person narrative?

[ccgensou]

Ah. I was waiting (and half dreading) for someone to ask that. And the only way to explain is to spit out the truth (well, in the best way I can put it). So here goes: I couldn't handle writing Ruki's POV in first person narrative; it's too personal, so writing him from third person is the only way I can cope typing it down. I hope you understand.
Anyway, with that explained, thank you for your comment. I always appreciate your comments very much, as you know. <3 *smile* You're the kind of person to notice things. Thank you for reading my writings.

[tokidokiko]

I see, I understand. When it comes to those charcters i try not to get deep into their minds either, too consuming.

[yamitoyume]

I'm usually too lazy to comment on fanfics, but this one really moved me. I came here by gazette_yaoi, so I hope it's ok for me to comment here o_o; You're a really good writer, it's really realistic and believable. You really set the mood and atmosphere well. Blehhh, I don't know what to say XD I'm looking forward to the next chapter! Please keep up the good work!!

[ccgensou]

Yes, of course it's OK to comment here. <3 In fact I prefer to keep all comments in one place instead of scattered about. *shy smile* I'm honoured that you commented, since you say you don't usually do. That alone counts for something. But your words are also very kind, so thank you, very much. <3 *blushes*

[xtatoeba]

I'm glad Reita is there to help in some way. Even if he doesn't know what's going on. Ruki really needed a hug this chapter and Reita was there to give him one.

[ccgensou]

Yes, indeed. In that way, Ruki is very lucky.
Thank you for commenting on this chapter as well. <3 *blush*