Hello, if there is someone that remembers me. I'd guess not though. *laughs at self*

But just in case. This is the situation. I am still writing stories, however the reason I haven't been posting is that I am so easily frightened by pressure and easily think it's really bad, and that I'll get shit for it. Therefore, I have a little side-archive now ( Read more... )

Title: High Falling Star [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/Romance
Rating: PG
Warning: none
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're merely sleepwalkers.
Comments: I wrote this October 2006, aka. more than a year ago. But I... Well. This oneshot has always, somehow, been precious to me. So I decided to share it. *bows head* It is ( Read more... )

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: I'm not sure. Please read the author's note at the end. Thanks. Okay. *goes to hide*

Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2

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Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [2/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: This chapter came out weird, and, the only thing to blame is that I was in a bad mood and ended up writing... that scene in the middle, ( Read more... )

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [1/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: It is very uncomfortable for me to write this fanfiction, so I beg you to please keep that in mind when you read it. If someone is ( Read more... )

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - Prologue
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: Eh. At first I wasn't going to post this. But Kate wanted me to. *sticks out tongue at her* So here goes. Let me apologise for some of ( Read more... )

Title: Bright Light's Shadow [oneshot]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: Suicide.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Just one, last, perfect day.
Comments: *pulls shoebox over head* You don't know me. *hides*

Bright Light’s Shadow

Every day eventually has to come to an end.

It’s a never-ending cycle that none can halt, so I ( Read more... )

To make things easier:
If, by any chance, you have any questions or things to say and do not know how to contact me, feel free to post a comment in this post.
I realise that I'm not easy to reach, and I apologise for that.

That's all.
Simple, no?

All comments are screened.

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Valentines Day contribution.

( Have a very Reituki Valetine )

Title: Cold Crush Gate [7/7]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst/sap/romance
Rating: PG-13
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: Reita's cold, unloving facade makes Ruki break up with him, but it seems like no one really wants it to end. So is there any way to break through Reita's shell caused by fear to show his real feelings, and that way mend their ( Read more... )