ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [3/?]

[ccgensou]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: I'm not sure. Please read the author's note at the end. Thanks. Okay. *goes to hide*

Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2

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Comments

[nani_kumi]

As always your writing sends shivers down my spine. This fanfiction, like all your others, is incredibly well written. Putting in your own personal experiences etc. makes the fic that much more real and down to earth.

With that I say that I am looking forward to an update and am adding you. ♥

[ccgensou]

Oh. *blushes lots* That's... very kind of you. I appreciate you saying so. Thankyou. <3 I've added you back.

[toujin1]

You're my little genius ^^
Thanks for always giving me the chance to look over your awesome work, it makes me feel special ♥

[ccgensou]

I'm just happy you're willing to. *sweatdrop* I'm not good at seing mistakes. Thank you, dear. <3 

[nakashi]

Gosh, I have missed too chapters o_O.. Would it be okay if I added you? Then it would be easier for me to keep a track of this fic ^^''.

How much calories were there in painkillers? I guess I'm not the only one who has thought about that.
I admire your writing skills, you are able to make the reader identify to Ruki (or Reita) even if they wouldn't want to. And all the details, the thoughts, amazing. But they make me wonder how many of those are your own feelings/thoughts and what's fiction (I think too much..)
I'm looking forward to read more of this.

[ccgensou]

Ah, well it's in no way autobiographic. But I would be a liar if I said none of Ruki's thoughts are similar to mine; but then, that's because of the nature of the thoughts. I would be no good writer if I didn't use what I already know from my own experience, so I just use it, but use it to create new scenarios. Hope that makes sense? *nervous smile* And oh dear I talk too much. You're sweet. And of course, I'll add you back right away. Many, many thanks from me. <3 *blushes*

[nakashi]

I does make sense. Thank you.

[sillygoddess]

hey ^^
Don´t be so harsh on yourself =) the writing is good, and it does reflect what you mention after all the A/n. It´s hectic - as I suppose your mind races to try and make coherent sentences-, but at the same time, since you seem to be pouring feelings out, the message is straight foward and that´s what makes it easier for us readers to empathyse with ruki/reita/you along the story. Not many writers get to present their thoughts and feelings in such a forceful and concrete way ^^
It´s a nice piece of work =)
<3

[ccgensou]

*fidgets with sleeve* Oh, there's no need to empathize with me, please, do focus on Ruki and Reita. *nervous smile* That aside, it makes me so very happy that you like this. You're far too kind, really. Thank you. <3 

[improbabilityx]

[ccgensou]

Hi. <3 *gives hug* I'm sorry about the last line.
Thank you for reading, it... means a lot to me that you do.