ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [3/?]

[ccgensou]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: I'm not sure. Please read the author's note at the end. Thanks. Okay. *goes to hide*

Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2

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Comments

[xtatoeba]

It's so haunting how you write this. Your Ruki character feels so real.

[ccgensou]

Ah, well that's positive. *shy smile* Thank you, I'm glad to know. <3 

[kiyoshiyuu]

Wow, I just love your writing !! It's so beautiful, yet so sad !
Some of Ruki's thoughts are also similar to the ones I've had some years ago, so it almost brings tears to my eyes when reading it. But I love it ! Keep writing ! I'd love to read more ! <3

[ccgensou]

I'm so sorry to remind you of past thoughts. *blushes much* But nevertheless, I'm flattered by your complimenting words. <3 I appreciate it, I really do.

[okuribi]

I can completely understand how you would be nervous. That's how I feel, when I write as well, since a lot of what I write comes from my own personal experiences and common grounds that the fictional person and I share. It's nervewracking, but you bring it out very well. To feel it on such a personal level and to write it despite how difficult it is I believe is the best writing there is.

I can say those words exactly for this chapter. And I can relate to Ruki so much in this, only making me want to just curl up with him. How you express his feelings, and Reita's growing frustration--and how he's just so exhausted and worried by all of this is breathtaking. You really bring these scenes to life like a movie, in which I've become so addicted to I can only crave more.

You're very talented, and very real in your stories. Never change that, okay? I admire you, a lot.

Take it easy, hun. ♥

[ccgensou]

You're so kind to me. *blushing deeply* Though I don't know how I could possibly deserve such kindness, it makes me happy nonetheless. You're so understanding. And it kind of - frustrates me that all I can do to show my appreciation is to say thank you.
But... yes. Thank you. Many times over, thank you. <3 *nods shyly*

[cloudiestrife]

this story is so incredibly sad so far. But I can relate. I really can. I had/ still have a problem very similar to Ruki myself and therefore know exactly where you're coming from. I'm really sorry. *hugs*

[ccgensou]

Thank you. *bites lip* I'm sorry to know that you can relate - because it's not a nice thing to relate to, but nevertheless, I'm glad for the understanding. <3 So, very much thank you. *shy smile*

[elindar]

Thank you for this chapter.
I can understand how you feel about this, but that's okay. I mean, this text is just wonderful, so don't doubt that. I feel so bad for Ruki and the things he's thinking and going through, you've just written it so lively and convincingly [ and I can understand that pretty well, if there are kinda your personal experiences in the text ]. That's just one great thing and makes this fic even more better. *hugs*

This was a good chapter, I'm looking forward to the next one. Take your time with it~

[ccgensou]

That is very kind words to say. *nervous smile* I'm really relieved that you understand. Thank you, for the complimenting words and encouragement. You're sweet. <3 *blushes*