ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [3/?]

[ccgensou]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [3/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: I'm not sure. Please read the author's note at the end. Thanks. Okay. *goes to hide*

Previous:
Prologue.
Chapter 1
Chapter 2

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Comments

[helldrawing]

You're such an amazing writer, I love how you're writing this story (I'll read your other stories later). Everything looks so real, it's so amazing. I could say I can relate to Ruki too because I've lived that, and I'm still living it but not the the same way. I'm used to it now.

I hope you don't mind me adding you ♥

[ccgensou]

Thank you... Thank you, many times thank you. <3 *blushes* You flatter me. Really. <3 And of course I don't mind. I added you back. *nervous smile*

[ccgensou]

I'm sorry to have made you cry. *fidget* But thank you. I hope so too. *blushes* <3 And don't worry about not having commented (personally I'm afraid of commenting). I'm glad you've told me now, and that's all that matters, right. *nervous smile*

[niya_silhouette]

oh my...that was...so..SO BRILLIANT! *cries, because is very touched* a, please don't look at me like that >__> ~I get too emotional sometimes ^___^
I admire your writing style. I really do. It's very vivid, riveting and also beautiful~
Ah people really should talk more to one another especially when they have such a strong feelings for one another..I know it's hard..but you know, Rei is sad that Ruki won't talk to him about the matter, but he himself doesn't say much..and it gets so complicated.
And the other thing is...am I really like Ruki? because ugh..my friend calls me, he want's to see me, and I refuse..I say that I don't have time or something like that, but the thing is, that I just don't feel perfect enough to meet..anyone actually..even thought friends say I'm beautiful and nice..I don't know.

Anyways, thanks for writing~ *hugs*

[ccgensou]

Mm, you're right of course, but in reality a lot of things are left unsaid; it makes it complicated, yes, but not all are prepared to put themselves in such vulnerable positions. *nervous smile* And if you are like Ruki? From what you say there's similarities in that specific area of thinking, but as for the rest... well, only you can be the one to answer that. I'm sorry to know you feel this way about meeting a friend, however. *bites lip*
Thank you for reading. *blushes much* I'm happy to know you liked it. <3 

[niya_silhouette]

a, I get your point ^___^ I know that's very stupid of me to act this way. There are days when I don't care what others are thinking about me, and there are those stupid days when I really care. As for that friend...I just don't want him to dump me, just because I don't look as good as I could...but now to think about it..that's silly. If he only care about my looks then he's not worth it. Okay, I will meet him and talk about it XD aaa, SORRY for writing nonsenses ^^''

The other thing is...Ruki (the real one XD ) looks so slim in Guren pv...I hope he's not sick with anorexia or something. Sorry, I just really care about his health.

And You really are very VERY talented *smiles and bows* <3

ps. sorry my english, I'm not really good at it *sigh*

[ccgensou]

It's not stupid; heck, more often than not, I stay home, too, because I think I'm not good enough to venture outside. So I understand, kind of. That said, good luck if you talk to your friend about it. <3

*faint smile* Ruki has got a very naturally petite body, a small bone structure, but I won't say I haven't kept an eye on him for no reason; albeit this is not for slimmness but for fluctating weight. I won't speculate further into whether he has issues or not, but I pray he doesn't.

That's okay; I'm not a native English speaker, either. *smiles*

[ccgensou]

Thank you. For reading and appreciating it. *blush*
It makes me... happy to know that. So yes. Thank you. *shy smile*

[rurin]

First, that poem on the beginning. It's beautiful ;_; and so true.
Second, to be honest, I saw your statement coming, and I don't judge it. Okay?

Third... This chapter kinda helped me a lot while at the same time bringing me to the floor [get what I mean? c_c *tired*]. Don't be shy about it, 'kay? :)

[ccgensou]

Oh. *happy blush* Thank you for liking my poem also. <3
You've been so kind to me. I don't know what to say really. Thank you doesn't seem like enough but, I don't know what else to say. *shy smile* So... Thank You.

[rurin]

♥
You're very welcome ^^