ReitaxRuki - Behind Closed Eyes [2/?]

[ccgensou]

Title: Behind Closed Eyes - [2/?]
Author: ccgensou
Genre: Angst
Rating: R
Warning: Eating Disorders, Self-Injury, Gore, Language, Violence.
Band: The GazettE
Pairing: Reita/Ruki
Summary: We're all blind.
Comments: This chapter came out weird, and, the only thing to blame is that I was in a bad mood and ended up writing... that scene in the middle,

Comments

[crimefish]

I don't think it's weird at all. I think it's coming along beautifully. When you finish it, this story will be like a legacy. x3

[ccgensou]

Legacy? I don't understand your way of thinking.
But thank you, sweetest. I couldn't do this without you. <3 *cling to arm*

[crimefish]

That's because my thinking is strange and disjointed. XD
I just meant, you know, something precious and permanent that'll be around even if you're not.
You're very welcome. Hey, I didn't help at all, all I did was nag you to post it, and shiz. All of which had the capacity to backfire horribly and make you want to die, but I was confident it would all be okay and you'd get your usual adoring comments. x3

[ccgensou]

*cough* TMI.

[animeny]

this was good!
:]
aww don't pull the shoebox over your head :[
-pulls it off-
:]

[ccgensou]

Awh, thank-you, that's kind of you to say. <3
And - *pulls shoebox over head again* - I like hiding. *blushing much*

[animeny]

aww :] yup
o_o D: awww xD i will take this opportunity to write this on the shoebox
-writes ruki took my virginty on it- XD i could not resist D: sorry

[animeny]

-also adds you >_>-

[xtatoeba]

I feel bad for Ruki, all the thoughts in his head. He really needs some help.

[ccgensou]

Ah, yes. He's got a lot on his mind. *bites lip*
Thank you for commenting. <3 Hope you liked it. *blushes*

[okuribi]

You notice that when you find yourself so acutely aware of yourself--so fine tuned that your sense of judgement is warped and twisted to an extreme, you see most everything else as such. There are no limits to achieve the perfection that you need. Even if someone tells you that you're already perfect, you either see it as a shallow compliment, or a mocking statement. You'll only be perfect when you yourself feel you are perfect. No matter what means you have take to get there.

But when you want perfection, but don't have a specific goal, that aim might never come.

I hope Ruki gets rid of that warped mirror and gets himself a perfectly aligned one. I think he needs a pair of glasses that are not a pair of kaleidoscopes as well

[ccgensou]

You have very wise things to say. Ah, then, let's hope Ruki knows where to look if he's to buy a perfectly aligned mirror. Thank you for your kind comment. <3 *shy smile* I'm very glad you liked it.

[improbabilityx]

[ccgensou]

It makes me happy to know. Thank you so very much, dear. <3 *hugs tightly*