i can't be anyone but who i am.

I have come to the conclusion that college makes people pretensiously 'deep.' I have come out of livejournal hiatus to share that piece of wisdom with the community.

Your Birthdate: March 15
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I really love the way whenever my mom takes my car, she always parks it facing out because she knows I don't like backing out of spots.  And I love that she always likes to talk to me, even when I'm mean to her.

I really love the way whenever one of us writes something on the white board in the kitchen, my dad always adds something dumb to it.  And ( Read more... )

i wonder if people really believe that words filled with thoughtful inspiration and encouragement really mean something.  i mean have you ever really broken down some deep, complicated thing someone tells you to try to make you feel better and just think to yourself "that is totally ridiculous and insanely cliche"? because i, for one, do that an ( Read more... )

do you ever feel stuck? i mean honest to God, panic inducingly stuck with no real idea about why you're feeling it at that exact moment or how you can stop it?  i cannot stand that feeling and i keep getting it more and more.  i dont know what it is but right now, in this moment, i have no clue what im doing.  not just right now, but in general.  ( Read more... )

im not a nice person anymore and thats not a good thing and i need to change it. i shouldnt make fun of people just because it makes my friends laugh. i shouldnt really make fun of people, period, and i dont like myself for doing it. im sorry to everyone and i absolutely refuse to be part of any drama at all. i am almost 20, its time for drama ( Read more... )

i think you are cute.  talk to me sometime.  the end. 

i wish that i was pretty. and confident. just because i feel like that would change alot of things. i think it would make things better. hows that for superficial.

i am simply updating this piece because im tired of looking at the saddish posts.  i do not want people to think that im a complainmonger which this journal makes me seem like.  i dont think that sentence was at all gramatically correct. also probably complainmonger isnt a word but i like it anyway.  yea so anyway, i really only use this journal to ( Read more... )