I love giving but I'm bad at receiving
The truth is, I'd prefer to be the one bleeding
But I'm a paranoid that stays between play and work
Cautious and aware, 'cause I'm afraid of being hurt
Which brings me to the issue
And that would be this:
How often must I ask myself why I exist?
I feel like a freak, this world is a circus
Just trying to find myself as ( Read more... )

Smiled?: today
Laughed?: today
Cried?: two nights ago
Bought something?: ummm heathers birthday presentt
Danced?: haha i always dance
Were sarcastic?: all the timee
Kissed someone?: todayy<3 ( Read more... )

I set out on a narrow way many years ago ( Read more... )

i've really fallen in love with you.

so i havent updated lately..
i dont really have anything to talk about...
school...field hockey..alex...friends
thats about it.
i think i screwed up my knee friday
maybe a tear in something...i dont know.
i was excited because today it didnt hurt playing..
but im fucking dying now.
this sucks.

i just got home from boston with alex.
it was the best night i could have asked for.
the blue man group was amazing.
nobody could make me feel more perfect.
i love you alex, you make me feel amazing.

yeah so this week as been kind of eh.
chosen few started haha...i love that...because i am a hardcore NERD.
me and alex are going to boston staturday to see the blue man group..
im excitedd :)
thats about it...
OH...im getting my teeth whitened thursday..
ahah that makes me VERY excited.
no school friday..
i dont know, maybe this week isnt so bad.

i've got a big decision to make..
im not so sure newburyports the place for me anymore.

it was alex's birthday yesterday
after school me jim and kay went to his game at triton
then we went to his house with a bunch of people.
i had a really good time :)
happy birthday, i love you.

field hockey is good.
school is good.
alex is good.
everything is good.