This is my last post as ccntgrl. *tear* I hope you won't miss my emo-confessional, random posts complete with the ambiguous use of the second person and song lyrics! Visit my new blog here. I've added all of my livejournal friends to my "blog list" on Blogger, so I will be sure to keep up with everyone. I will also keep this account so I can ( Read more... )

I am breaking this news officially. I am making a new blog. I'm hoping that with my new year and my new life, I will also have a new attitude. I need a new blog. My years of education are over, and it's time to grow up ( Read more... )

I can't get a break this month! Things that have gone bad since my car broke down: I woke up with a rash (hives) on Christmas morning, my car probably needs a new engine and maybe a new starter, and this morning Newegg called me again to tell me I was late on a payment for a purchase that I never made. Also, did I mention that I'm no longer going ( Read more... )

goddessa05: i died last monday
Skatr Rulz: NOOOOOOOOOO
Skatr Rulz: ASHLEY
goddessa05: ha ha ha
goddessa05: i meant to say it

It's like I don't know where I belong anymore. I don't feel like I live at home anymore, and I don't feel at home at your house (since I don't live there, lol). I just want to feel like I belong somewhere.

I feel like I'm not allowed to be sad, but I am and will be anyway. It's not like I need permission to feel something. Whether you or I like it or not, I am and probably always will be emotionally invested. I can't help it.

Okay, so I finally got to go buy Christmas presents thanks to Ryan! Then my mom calls and says that her and my aunt Sandy will come and pick me up and then they're going shopping. *sigh* ha... but I still really appreciate Ryan's help. Clint also tried to take me last night. We tried like an hour last night to get stuff together, and he ( Read more... )

Things that went wrong on the weekend that I have been waiting for for 3 1/2 years (some of these may be tmi)

1. I had some sort of infection and was uncomfortable for the week and a half proceeding said weekend
2. Clint's power went out for 4 hours on Friday morning, so I couldn't work
3. I just started taking birth control pills to FINALLY get rid of my ( Read more... )

Part of my New Year's resolution is to do all of the things that I've always wanted to, but never have. This includes, ice skating, horseback riding, taking a road trip, etc., just the little things. The first one I'd like to start out with is being kissed under the mistletoe. I'd really like that. I've never even seen mistletoe!

Motion City Soundtrack - Fell in Love Without You ( Read more... )