I wake up have a headache, look at my watch can't read it because my eyes are all blurry. Get upstairs and see that frankie has pissed all over the living room. So then I go upstairs and go online, oinly after having some of that delicious cheesecake. I just pulled a red hair out of my mouth that must have gotten embeded in my pillow and then ( Read more... )

well i finally feel like everything may work out at last. I now know my true feelings for people and I can honestly say that I am better off this way. I don't care anymore who said shit because it doesn't matter. If it was ryan just do me a favor and tell him that if he ever threatens me again I will make him wish that he had commited suicide ( Read more... )

i just got back from work and am now opening my christmas gifts. My dog already ate one earlier today but whatever. I am sure he enjoyed the chocolate apple more then I would have. My father didnt get me anything but what is new? While at work I decided that I was going to treat myself to something nice because i have been through alot this ( Read more... )

last night I only got about 1-2 hours of sleep. My mind just wouldn't stop running. This is what always happens when I am depressed. I hope everyone had a merry x-mas. I have to get going and go take care of the pets and go to work. I will be back from that hell hole at 7 so if anyone wants to reach me give me a call after. One last thing ( Read more... )

BLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAFVGOIEDFNV V NNVNVRA

I am starting to doubt what I have done. I know that what is done can not be undone. I just hope that everything works out for the best. I really do. I just wish I had someone to talk to. I feel so lonely. Damnit Cinderians speak to me SPEAK TO ME!!!!!!!!! Tom if you read this call me. I could use some light in my day, also I hope you are ( Read more... )

Well it seems that I have lost a friend possibly. Who the fuck knows anymore? Well Steph I hope you are having a merry fucking x-mas. Everything is out in the open. I told you I wouldn't lie for you. If you want to hold it against me then so be it. It feels so good to have all the shit off my chest. I think this may have been a good week. ( Read more... )

I AM AWESOME SO FUCKING AWESOME!!! I AM GOD LIKE WHO IS GOD LIKE? JAY IS GOD LIKE ( Read more... )

It is now over. I have to say my mom really is one of the wisest people in my life and I love her for it. Throughout all the trials and tribulations of my life I have never found a person more dedicated to my well being, I am not even that dedicated to myself. I love you mom and thank you for sticking by me even when I cause you pain. Johnny 5 ( Read more... )

Fuck you god. Fuck you life. Huck you destiny. I thought that maybe an entire week of hell might be the end of my streak but it turns out that I then get one week of heaven and then am again plunged into this hell again. On a good note I got a new watch yesterday, a Seiko, and I also bought a movie, "Short Circuit, I haven't had time to ( Read more... )