welll it turns out that I took my meds earlier today but just couldnt remember. How I came upon this fact was when I took 2 more pills and all of a sudden I was so in touch with everything. It sucked. It really sucked. Now I just feel pretty sick but I have to go to work soon so I guess that will be a shindig. Ok well I will talk to everyone ( Read more... )

I forgot to take my meds so now I am going to post random ass shit on all my friends ljs. It is going to be fun. Why won't this ADHD leave me in peace!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Damn you to hell science damn you to hell~ Please someone call me I am so insane currently. ADIOS MUUUUUCHACHOS!!!!!!!!!!!! AND CHULUPAS!! THE TAQUITOS, TAQUITOS

Might be going to middlesex over the break to take a class in buisness management. I think it may be very entertaining. Thea is also going to take a class there so we may be able to hang out sometimes. That would be pretty cool. I am still incredibly sick, I need to stop working in those damn coal mines, with their one eyed walrus. DAMN YOU ( Read more... )

I have so much anger in me right now. I hold so much hate. My pain is becoming over whelming. The worst part of this whole situation is that the person that I love the most is abandoning me. All I can do is sit in this chair and weep. All I want to do is hold her in my arms and have her tell me everything is going to be all right. That she ( Read more... )

Well where to start. Let me start this off with I havent felt this free for 8 years. Whoever has heard stories about my anger can ask Kirim and John and Jared definatly knows first hand now. Basically I came into my room at about 2 and I wanted to go to sleep but there was a party going on. Anyone that knows my room knows that when I say party ( Read more... )

Steph's party at colo was a blast, oh wait that wasn't her party that was me staring out a window waiting for her for 2 hours. That was entertaining. I don't know, it isn't that I am angry i am just worried because it doesn't seem like Steph. My final in symbolism of evil went swimmingly and i told the professor that I want to have him ( Read more... )

well i thought i had a buisness ethics final today but i was mistaken it was last tuesday. This fcking sucks. This really fcking sucks. Then to top it all off the girl that I love is pissed at me and I don't know what to do nor if i can do anything. I am just tired and worn out.

well it is about time to go and drink a little. Fuck it! It is the time to go and drink. I will talk to all you guys later. Just remember everyone when life sucks drink it away! It also is the best prescription for pain, hurt, love, all that good stuff goes right down the toilet. Time to go and quench my emotions.

"I see hands of death as i broke his neck, the whole world crumbles down, a loser in life, this madness will end tonight" Jag Panzer. I have made a consciencious decision today, I am going to live my life with no regrets. I can't keep on thinking of what could have been. I will live for today and today alone. If others can't accept me that way ( Read more... )

Have you ever just wanted to lie down and let life do as it feels. I feel that way right now but I can;t seperate myself. I am feeling so cold and so alone. When someone does something that is supposed to help them it winds up hurting me and they cant see why. I was all smiles today but that changed. Who the fuck knows. Fuck it.