our future ( Read more... )

i stay true to you even now ( Read more... )

You don't even look the same. It's like you have been robbed of all of your sweetness and the brilliant shine you once had is gone. Did I do that? Your answer is probably yes and in some ways I guess I would have to agree. The road does go both ways I suppose. My essence has not been as bright either. I wouldn't say that we did it to each other ( Read more... )

i'm seriously thinking about starting a book. a friend suggested it and you know, perhaps it might not only help me put things in perspective, but perhaps be lucrative? i know that's a big fantasy, but maybe i should write one anyway. shit, if fuckin' twilight can be written about a dream, certainly a book written by me about this crazy life of ( Read more... )

i know the new year is still a few days off, but really...what else really huge might happen in those few days ( Read more... )

My man crush took me out last night to learn stick shift. It was awesome! I kind of want a stick shift car now. He was soooo cool about teaching me how to drive. Before we went out I was in charge of teaching him some guitar. We talked for a little bit and I just cannot believe that a mature boy exists at this age. I have never met a boy like him. ( Read more... )

I am so happy with where I am right now.

I have GREAT friends and a GREAT family.

I had a lot of fun tonight...thank you Leslie and Aris! :)

i want to go away and in all honesty, i think i might want to go away for a year. i want to spend a year in a small rugged town in alaska. i am worth more than i've been putting myself through. i can't really hate her, she is just doing whatever she needs to do. i can spend time with people who love me though..that means you dear austin. i enjoy my ( Read more... )

2:31.

should be asleep
hope to be soon
conversation i just had
sent me over the moon.

oh little livejournal
i do hope for the best
poor austin can't take my sadness.

she's sleeping with a married man
and put me at risk
lied to my face.

what a bitch.