Ok, so no more Cory Drake in my life. Period. Everything will be ok now, and I'm already happier knowing that he's no longer existent in my memory or my head or my heart. Sad kind of, but I'm happy this way. Which is what I need to focus on.

Wowwww, so livejournal is SO out, lol. But this just means nobody will ready this. Um, I deleted Cory Madison Drake permanently from my life this morning... *sigh*... things are startin to look up. Night loves!

I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore y'all. I really don't. I'm soo confused about everything and I don't know what I want. I don't know who I am, who I used to be, or who I want to be. All I know is that I need to get out of this place as soon as I can, far away from all the drama and stuff. I wana start a new life. I'm ready to be a new ( Read more... )

well, so i guess ive pretty much stopped lj? maybe b/c facebook is my new addiction? idk.. murr ( Read more... )

i love cory madison drake sooo very much. i kno 4sure ive nvr felt this way about anyone. i wana b w/ him 4ever, n i hope and pray that we make it thru the upcoming school year at different places. it will b a true test 4 true love. does this sound gay? survey says.. YES! mmk, so ill end it here, lol. peaceout u guys!

murr... fucking MURRRR!

mom's right, and i knew it all along.

um, another gay day. cept nhs spring ceremony b/c i gotta nother scholarship!!!!! yayyy! but other than that my day was uneventful and boring ( Read more... )

took my LAST AP EXAM 2dayyy!! yayy! lol, environmental science, n i prolly still didnt pass... murr.. n i could have 2 if i had jus gone back thru my notes 4m class b4 2day! grrr, but NOOOOO i had other things 2do over the past 2weeks like follow cory around n sit online n talk n run n tan n blahhhhhh, lol. oh well, 2late now tho. so then after ( Read more... )

u wana kno what i c? what i c is a 17year-old young man trying 2hold on 2something that most likely will not work. someone trying 2keep someone in his life 4 when he needs her or wants her. u dont need me, u nvr have really. n u dont even want me all the time. i kno i embarrass u sometimes n i kno i piss u off n i kno ur friends n family dont like ( Read more... )

God please help me make the rite decision. ive been caring n loving him 4so long n ive put him first 4so long that idk how 2put myself first anymore. this one time im actually trying 2help myself stop hurting he's tellin me everything a girl would wana hear, but i guess its jus hard 4me 2believe it all n take it all n b/c i kno that things r nvr ( Read more... )