Wow. I'm still uber stressed.... i feel like life is speeding by me so fast and i have to catch up. That no way to live. Why can't i enjoy the simplistic things in life? I went for my drug evaluation today and i swear that this old dude next to me was on speed! he was chewing his gum really fast, shaking, and talking to himself. What a loser. I ( Read more... )

Life is crazy and busy for me. School work is stacking up, and so is my parents anger for me. I met a new friend... His name is Brendan. We played at Chuck E. Cheese in the tubes and took pics. Lisa is moving to her dad's house. Bummer. That makes me sad. Evan took me out on V-day with his dad and stepmom. His stepmom is really nice, and his dad ( Read more... )

I was looking through some personality disorders and came across this one... It sorta fits me. A lot ( Read more... )

I feel like a zombie.

Today was kewl. I went to work, and had lunch with my mom. After that i got off work and went to get Lisa and we did a bud run for a friend. When i got to her house all my buddies were there jammin.... Kewl. After that, i met up with Johnny face Weck and we went to papa johns... What a stoney face! haha! After that I went back to lisa's and matt ( Read more... )

Well, today was pretty kewl. Matt Maher (dearly beloved! haha) Zach Meeler, Jason Skelton and Lisa were all over today. The guys did some drumline shit on my drum set and bongos. It sounded fucking awesome. None of them can play the set, but it's cute to watch them try.;). Somehow we got on the topic of auroras, and supposedly mine is neon green ( ( Read more... )

I am absolutely baffled. This finding a gift for Butler thing is so hard. Well, not now... Thanks to Lisa i have a good idea! I'll get him a journal! I can randomly put pictures of Amanda in it. I bet he'll love it. I dunno how else i could spruce it up, but if anyone has any ideas comment and let me know. Keep in mind this is a 22 year old dude ( Read more... )

People are so immature. I know of a few people who obviously are obsessed with me because they go through so much trouble to find me and insult me. Awesome. Glad to know I'm on your minds.

Hurt like this crushes me. Beneath the weight of my pain, i'm supposed to understand, to forgive you. How can i even speak to you when you can't find the decency to tell the truth, to keep your word, or at least let me know you won't come. I wait the moments of my life away, anticipating your call, the one i was promised. It never comes. I wait the ( Read more... )

God damnit. Fucking shit. Mother fucking fuck. Ugh... Bought Jack, and didn't get a sip. Wow, do i feel USED again? I was planning on bringing it back home for at least MY enjoyment, but does that work out? No. I always get screwed in the end.