Love is such a beautiful experience, feeling, and necessity.
He's saved me from everything that was destroying me.
Saved me and given me everything that I've needed.
I can't tell you when or if I have ever felt this mentally healthy.
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Two posts in one day..it's strange..my previous entry. My feeling of homelessness actually turned into a reality. Four hours later, I got kicked out..All of my belongings are in my friends garage and I am here at their house right now. I have plans to transport all of my belongings to Rosarito in about 3 trips. I am going to be living with my dad, ( Read more... )

I am homeless. Nobody in this house wants me here. Privillages have been taken away, notes are left around that read "leave" and not word is spoken to me. There is no love in this house. It's truly amazing how selfish and careless one can be and on top of the two add a large order of stupid . I have not done anything but try to be as responsible as ( Read more... )

I feel like Im 16 again, at the stage when I realized that my friends were (nothing like me) on a path that I wanted nothing to do with, a path with no future (so I said peace out yo). I knew long ago that I am the complete opposite of many of my friends but now is time for the break away, again. I don't see what they see, I don't understand what ( Read more... )

 I have  many people in my life that continuously talk.  Isn't there an end or a limit to what is important enough to be said and what isn't? I have a phone to my ear, for the last 10 minutes i've probably said two words and honestly I can't tell you what she has told me. I think by having so many yip yappers in my life i've developed  an odd skill ( Read more... )

I dreamt of playing scales on my flute with SUPER skill. I performed on Thursday and I feel very satisfied. I could see people swaying and enjoying what I was creating for them. This was my first performance including improvisation. Once you understand improvisation...you appreciated Jazz so much more. It's a skill that you develop. It's not easy ( Read more... )

I  will continue to be happy as long as I have a new album to listen to each week.
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It's Friday night and I am hanging out with two awesome dogs and myself. I am staying at my Professors house. She has two dogs, Brandy and Kirby, She left to San Fran for the weekend so I drove her to the airport yesterday and I am now substituting as a doggy mom. She is my Music Theory and Sight Singing/Dictation professor and she is nothing less ( Read more... )

It seems that when I document my days, they contain more meaning. So here goes; Today was another day at school, I made it to my 8:00 Math 65 class at 8:01 and then I went to Music Theory II, then Piano I. I drove home with mom so I could have the car back at school. When I returned I met up with Dustin and our friend Niko and we found a room to ( Read more... )