Not sure if anyone remembers me, but I've definitely missed this community and livejournal in general. I haven't been posting or really visiting for the past year and a half. I tried to recover and in doing so stayed away from lj or anything that reminded me of my ed. It just kept coming back, though. It's shifted a bit since I was put on ( adderall )

I MAKE EVERYONE BELIEVE THAT I WANT TO BE DIFFERENT... BUT REALLY, I JUST DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIT IN.