Yesterday my manager asked if I wanted to work a double shift today....and so I did. I worked from 10-8....and I am very proud of myself. That paycheck is gonna look really good when I get it....yay ( Read more... )

Had to work from 5-12 tonight....that was hell and a half....50 people must have just came in at once.....Edgewood had their graduation tonight so thats why. Never have I cleaned off so many tables in my life. What made it worse was that 3 employees....including the other busser.....straight up left work when they saw all those people coming. That ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Kenny.....I know you wont ever read this but hope everything goes well for you today.....my friend ( Read more... )

Just woke up....and realize that I have to be at work in 2 hours....geez that stinks ( Read more... )

I was bored so I took a brief look back at my Livejournal entries from the past....I was so lost back then....seemed like I was always unhappy and giving other people shit because of it. This summer will be different than the last. The last summer was spent at a boot camp and moving. Although there were some good moments to last summer such as my ( Read more... )

After having a long talk with somebody.....I now know what I need to do ( Read more... )

So i was messing around with Livejournal today and figured out I could change some stuff....boy now I feel dumb...lol...I like the new theme...well its the best I could do ( Read more... )

As for what happened yesterday....maybe I really should have thought about it more. Sometimes I get the impression that people don't trust me, or dislike me, even those who are close to me. I guess there are times that I say or do things to people that I guess offends them. I am never really out to hurt anybody's feelings but sometimes it just ( Read more... )

So its true....they all left me....I've always said I would rather be left alone....but now that it has happened Im not so sure. Kerstin was right....nobody likes me....not even her.....but who can blame them...I'm just Cecil....Cecil is fat and ugly and mean....and cares about nobody but himself......as much as I dont want to believe that....it's ( Read more... )

I feel so lost.....I am hurting everything and everyone around me. I wish I could tell her I am sorry....I am so confused about everything right now.....summer is not going to come soon enough....but leaving school wont help anything either ( Read more... )